Turning 20. Still so young *wipes away tear*

So, hello one and all, to the newest blog of Hazey Sea.

I am very tired and miss my boyfriend.
However, I am starting to realise how grown up I am now, in comparison to a few years ago. It's wierd, people always think they are really clever and ?age and then when they get older, they realise they aren't as clever then as they are NOW, and now is surely the best time to make life altering decisions that will relive themselves of all the stresses they currently face.
I think actually thats all down to luck.
I am lucky though; I may have gotten myself an Agent, but I definately have some feet in a backdoor literary wise. i just gotta get the grades at Uni, but even if that goes a bit wierd, I think I have a plan anyway... apply to uni AGAIN.... if I can and there isn't a few years wait you have to do beforehand...
I have my modules for next year, just need the grade, just need to pass! Hehe

I have started a new story, well into it now, just need to think of a few choice moments in it. Have ideas but sometimes the hardest part is stringing stuff together. I shall persevere though!

But, it is now summer, and in one week, one day, I turn 20. How scary is that? this is my LAST week of being a teenager!
But, look at me, happy (I dont have to ask mysefl if i am happy = i am happy), healthy (more i can say for the last few years) and I have alot of brilliant people around me (ok, so there are a few roughs in the diamonds, but that's still good)

Here's to becoming 20! *ching!*