Closer Each Day, Home and Away

Home, work, sleep, eat, tire, facebook, home.
I hvae moved into my student house on Unthank, which is all fun and dandy, and needs a thoughough clean every day in case i split a hair on the carpet and the handlord finds it. All because it needs to be perfect for when his precious little gilr moves in. Bah.

Oh well, I guess it's for the best, can't have me living like an animal now, can we! =D I may work with mouldy n=food most of the time, (yeah, it's nearly alwqays my job at work to sort out the "waste" box, a box full of the beautigul manifestions of mould and fungi) but I do not need to reenact such animal pleasures at home too... right?

My job went permantent on weekends today anyway, YAY!!!!
Also, I am a working publisher girl, who writes rejection letters to people, helps withe the PR and press on the new Publishing firm Unthank Books, a new independant publishers that I really hbope sets off well.we are promoting "touching the starfish" by Ashley Stokes (Follow on twitter and facebook if you like) and all is going well.

Other than that, I have found some love in saying hello to old friends and would like to calm myself upon the worries I feel over my boyfriend and other things happening in my life right around now.

Turning 20. Still so young *wipes away tear*

So, hello one and all, to the newest blog of Hazey Sea.

I am very tired and miss my boyfriend.
However, I am starting to realise how grown up I am now, in comparison to a few years ago. It's wierd, people always think they are really clever and ?age and then when they get older, they realise they aren't as clever then as they are NOW, and now is surely the best time to make life altering decisions that will relive themselves of all the stresses they currently face.
I think actually thats all down to luck.
I am lucky though; I may have gotten myself an Agent, but I definately have some feet in a backdoor literary wise. i just gotta get the grades at Uni, but even if that goes a bit wierd, I think I have a plan anyway... apply to uni AGAIN.... if I can and there isn't a few years wait you have to do beforehand...
I have my modules for next year, just need the grade, just need to pass! Hehe

I have started a new story, well into it now, just need to think of a few choice moments in it. Have ideas but sometimes the hardest part is stringing stuff together. I shall persevere though!

But, it is now summer, and in one week, one day, I turn 20. How scary is that? this is my LAST week of being a teenager!
But, look at me, happy (I dont have to ask mysefl if i am happy = i am happy), healthy (more i can say for the last few years) and I have alot of brilliant people around me (ok, so there are a few roughs in the diamonds, but that's still good)

Here's to becoming 20! *ching!*

This is why I love him

I sent this to my boyfriend because he loves her:

this was his response:
"jaw hits deck


WOWOWOWOW

0.0

...

...

na, I'd still rather have you =]"

I love him for things like that.

KATE MOSSE TOMORROW

Tomorrow, I am to meet Kate Mosse and the rest of the Orange Book Prize. I am really really really excited, ezpecially as I am navagating the underground on my own too! Hehe!!!!!

But, yes, I have read all the books I should read, and a few others besides, now I am to just talk and smile and laugh and hope I get on with everyone! I am nervous!
And if that wasn't enough, they're giving me a complimentory Blackberry too! I mean, WOW!!!!

But the thing is, my Muse is going to look round Bath Spa Uni tomorrow, as he is thinking of going there to do Creative Writing. I want to be with him. I think this is really bad if I'm honest, I find it harder and harder to live in seperate houses and not to see him every second of every day.
I wish so hard for us.

Accidentally In Love

I have my muse back. I mean, my boyfriend. I truely don't deserve the kindness he has lain upon me, but he has taken me back, again. I think I could die with happiness tbh.

I am not going to recount my faerytale, for I like it too much to be published. What I am going to say is his caresses and kisses have brought out some interesting lyrcis and leads that my writing is twisting into all kinds of beautiful lexis. I love it, and it's caused my uncle to like them too and try to push ,me down a song-writing road, but, I cannot write the rhythm, so...

I am, however, a judge on the Orange Book Prise atm, and am to meet Kate Mosse on 14th April... =D
I have read four books now, just 2 more i HAVE to read, and then a lot more i SHOULD read. =)

The new year

just in case you wanted to see something I wrote... =)

http://www.rusemag.com/Pages/News.Politics/Entries/2010/2/3_0110.html

Hello anyway. New year, new optimism. I've been writing stuff alot and think my imagination is starting to grind away and work alot better since all I put it through last year.

I'm trying to publish stuffs still, but at the same time, I'm also a member of the Society of Young Publishers, to try to get somewhere on that thread too.
I've also gots a cutesy little job in a farm shop, which is a laugh...
AND I'm moving into my own house next september, which I can't wait hehe!

ANYWAY hehe,
I guess there are alot of things happening in my life atm and I'm just going with it, trying not to get too stressed by it all...